Dear Diary,
Today has been a day of introspection and reflection on the concept of Infinity Life. Life is indeed filled with countless resources that aid us in living our journey to the fullest. There are times when I find myself engaged in battles with others, whether it be in competitions or conflicts, and I feel weak in comparison. But I have come to realize that losing such battles does not define my worth. Instead, I must focus on doing my best in every situation, and the outcome will be accounted for by my deeds alone.
In this journey, I have been blessed with an abundance of provisions, and I must learn not to worry about my rizq, my sustenance. Trusting in the divine plan, I will work hard and do my best deeds, knowing that it is my actions that will shape my destiny.
I have also come to understand the futility of jealousy. It serves no purpose to be envious of those who seem to have more than me. Each of us has our unique path, and comparison only leads to unnecessary discontent. Instead, I choose to focus on self-improvement and strive to become better with each passing day.
I realize that the true battle lies within myself. It is a constant journey of self-discovery, growth, and improvement. I am not here to fight with others but to challenge myself to be the best version of me.
As I go through this life, I am reminded to hold the material world (dunya) in my hands, knowing that its possessions are temporary and fleeting. Yet, I must keep my gaze fixed on the eternal (akhira) in my heart, where true meaning and purpose lie. By doing so, I can detach myself from the burdens of this world and find peace within.
Today's contemplation has left me feeling grateful for the blessings in my life and motivated to live each day with purpose. I will continue striving to be a better person than I was yesterday, taking life's challenges as opportunities for growth. May I remember to be kind to myself and to others, always keeping the infinity of life in mind.
With love and hope,
Me