30 Jul 2023

Infinity Life

Dear Diary,

Today has been a day of introspection and reflection on the concept of Infinity Life. Life is indeed filled with countless resources that aid us in living our journey to the fullest. There are times when I find myself engaged in battles with others, whether it be in competitions or conflicts, and I feel weak in comparison. But I have come to realize that losing such battles does not define my worth. Instead, I must focus on doing my best in every situation, and the outcome will be accounted for by my deeds alone.

In this journey, I have been blessed with an abundance of provisions, and I must learn not to worry about my rizq, my sustenance. Trusting in the divine plan, I will work hard and do my best deeds, knowing that it is my actions that will shape my destiny.

I have also come to understand the futility of jealousy. It serves no purpose to be envious of those who seem to have more than me. Each of us has our unique path, and comparison only leads to unnecessary discontent. Instead, I choose to focus on self-improvement and strive to become better with each passing day.

I realize that the true battle lies within myself. It is a constant journey of self-discovery, growth, and improvement. I am not here to fight with others but to challenge myself to be the best version of me.

As I go through this life, I am reminded to hold the material world (dunya) in my hands, knowing that its possessions are temporary and fleeting. Yet, I must keep my gaze fixed on the eternal (akhira) in my heart, where true meaning and purpose lie. By doing so, I can detach myself from the burdens of this world and find peace within.

Today's contemplation has left me feeling grateful for the blessings in my life and motivated to live each day with purpose. I will continue striving to be a better person than I was yesterday, taking life's challenges as opportunities for growth. May I remember to be kind to myself and to others, always keeping the infinity of life in mind.


With love and hope,

Me






make peace

Dear Diary,

Today, I find solace in the realization that it's okay to encounter problems in this world. I understand that no place or situation can be entirely ideal for anyone. As I get to know people better, I discover that they too face their share of struggles, much like mine.

I've come to understand that if I don't give in to the hardships of this world, it becomes easier to navigate. I won't lose hope or weaken my resolve. I will keep my hope shining brightly, knowing that everything will be alright as long as I have Him by my side.

To begin this journey, I must constantly look within my heart. It is from there that I can find the strength to face challenges, and also where my determination may falter at times. I acknowledge that there might be a gap between my expectations and reality, but that's alright; it's part of life's journey.

Right now, I feel like I'm on a small peak of the mountain, and every second counts as I strive to make progress. I have faith in myself, Diary. I believe that I can overcome the hurdles that come my way.

Thank you, Diary, for being a place where I can pour out my thoughts and feelings. Writing these words has brought me comfort and encouragement, reminding me to keep pushing forward.

With love and determination,